I HATE THIS!! My hate is sooo raging soo powering so hot it could lift me up to the sun so i could burn with the hot gas it burns!!
God im so full of rage of anger so mixed up with sorrow its drowning me,how could i feel like what im feeling right now?i never thought it possible..
Its like i just watched a footage of my entire life my whole world crumble down at my feet demolished into nothing but debris nothing but wreckage,into broken pieces ,unrepairable,unfixable.i dont know what to do,what to say i cant help but wonder why,why me?! where is the strong faith i thought i had has it escaped me or have i it?!
Everything happens for a reason , i constantly tell myself but why this?
why should it happen to the most precious the dearest part of my life that i love more than anything,la illah illa allah,la hawla wala quwata illa billah, i know i should never ask the why's i just need to know what's goin on wats goin to happen so i could be ready for it im sick and tired of assuming of comprehending of imagining the worst,enough!
yet how self centered can i be knowing the problems other people have to go thru other worse complications they have to face every single day, their audacity to keep going unwithered,their strife their struggle!
and then theres lil old me sittin here complaining bout stuff i could face yet too scared to.
god life could be so patronizing it could be everything yet nothing,it could be the provider for various means that make us happy ,in bliss but yet it has the power to take all that away in a glimpse..
lifes soo not worth it,but i guess its all about strong faith,beiliving in the higher cause the purpose of our creation cleaning intentions and somehow finding a way to entwine all that with our regular life stuff...
Sunday, 5 August 2007
Sunday, 17 June 2007
Morals,Values,Beliefs....whatever happened to them?!
My generation needs help,and Fast.
My generation needs to be rushed into the nearest ER so it could get a personality transplant,bcuz if that doesnt happen soon,my generation would be doomed to fall and FALL HARD.It would be doomed and will doom the following future generations in the process.
When did it become OK for our Beliefs,Values and Morals to get stomped,crushed,traded or thrown away? How can we just sit there and watch Sudan become foriegn,a place that was once upon a time a home of ours..People have changed DRASTICALLY!! Our culture is no longer that culture we were raised up on taught to value cherish and protect it.It pains me to see children who have not even reached the age of 10 are talking profanity,stealing,smoking stuff they cant even pronounce!!Growing up thinking money is what makes the world go round,i mean how messed up is this?? majority of the gurls here well all they do is think ways to attract the guyz well now that i come to think about itz not even the innocent attract am talkin bot we all do that .it comez with the package of being a human ( wanting to look good, that is)but in this case the word seduce is more fit! majority of the guyz getting in and out of relationships like it was some other form of entertainment i didnt hear bout,doin all kinds of stuff if a gurl did wuld be considered unforgivable and the funny thing bot it while doin it he'd think "damn am the shit am the man so y not do wat i wana do" .Guys im sorry but manhood doesnt come with how many spliffs u smoke perday!
Sometimes i sit and wonder is this some sort of punishment?all of a sudden us disowning and abandoning our principles just to try to imitate the western world,when in fact we are nothing like the western world..
Whatever happened to beliefs?..
Why is it so rare the moments we surrender completly to Allah ,Why is it so rare the moments we pray for forgiveness,strength and guideness through the dark times this moody life may offer .
Subhan allah how life's ssooooooo short yet we are too busy to take the time and ponder and ask ourselves,
What have i done to make my Creator proud today?
What have i done to close that little gap between his Graciousness and me?
What have i done to make him love me and lighten and bless my temporary journey in this life?
I bet every blogger in this website has the goal of wanting to make a difference including myself.i wouldnt care if it was a slight difference,Id still be makin it!!
If it was up to me I want to CHANGE THE WORLD into a better place,but that am afraid has a condition to it ,which is to start by changing ourselves, only and only then we have enough promise to change the world.
We have to detect our flaws and change them....
when it comes to attitude we got to be gentler and more forgiving...
when it comes to impatience we got to be more patient and perseverent..
when it comes to our souls,each one of us must know how to revitalise his\her souls ,feed it with the very purpose of our existence,Islam,worshipping Allah
SO lets think about this lets really contemplate this and do something about it while we are at it. Its never too late to change and its as sure as hel never too late to CHANGE OUR WORLD..
I wrap this up with a verse i really love from the quran;
"My lord,inspire and bestow upon me the power and ability that i may be grateful for your favours which you have bestowed on me and on my parents and that i may do righteous good deeds that will please you and admit me by your mercy among your righteous slaves"
Pc Yall
NO ANGEL
My generation needs to be rushed into the nearest ER so it could get a personality transplant,bcuz if that doesnt happen soon,my generation would be doomed to fall and FALL HARD.It would be doomed and will doom the following future generations in the process.
When did it become OK for our Beliefs,Values and Morals to get stomped,crushed,traded or thrown away? How can we just sit there and watch Sudan become foriegn,a place that was once upon a time a home of ours..People have changed DRASTICALLY!! Our culture is no longer that culture we were raised up on taught to value cherish and protect it.It pains me to see children who have not even reached the age of 10 are talking profanity,stealing,smoking stuff they cant even pronounce!!Growing up thinking money is what makes the world go round,i mean how messed up is this?? majority of the gurls here well all they do is think ways to attract the guyz well now that i come to think about itz not even the innocent attract am talkin bot we all do that .it comez with the package of being a human ( wanting to look good, that is)but in this case the word seduce is more fit! majority of the guyz getting in and out of relationships like it was some other form of entertainment i didnt hear bout,doin all kinds of stuff if a gurl did wuld be considered unforgivable and the funny thing bot it while doin it he'd think "damn am the shit am the man so y not do wat i wana do" .Guys im sorry but manhood doesnt come with how many spliffs u smoke perday!
Sometimes i sit and wonder is this some sort of punishment?all of a sudden us disowning and abandoning our principles just to try to imitate the western world,when in fact we are nothing like the western world..
Whatever happened to beliefs?..
Why is it so rare the moments we surrender completly to Allah ,Why is it so rare the moments we pray for forgiveness,strength and guideness through the dark times this moody life may offer .
Subhan allah how life's ssooooooo short yet we are too busy to take the time and ponder and ask ourselves,
What have i done to make my Creator proud today?
What have i done to close that little gap between his Graciousness and me?
What have i done to make him love me and lighten and bless my temporary journey in this life?
I bet every blogger in this website has the goal of wanting to make a difference including myself.i wouldnt care if it was a slight difference,Id still be makin it!!
If it was up to me I want to CHANGE THE WORLD into a better place,but that am afraid has a condition to it ,which is to start by changing ourselves, only and only then we have enough promise to change the world.
We have to detect our flaws and change them....
when it comes to attitude we got to be gentler and more forgiving...
when it comes to impatience we got to be more patient and perseverent..
when it comes to our souls,each one of us must know how to revitalise his\her souls ,feed it with the very purpose of our existence,Islam,worshipping Allah
SO lets think about this lets really contemplate this and do something about it while we are at it. Its never too late to change and its as sure as hel never too late to CHANGE OUR WORLD..
I wrap this up with a verse i really love from the quran;
"My lord,inspire and bestow upon me the power and ability that i may be grateful for your favours which you have bestowed on me and on my parents and that i may do righteous good deeds that will please you and admit me by your mercy among your righteous slaves"
Pc Yall
NO ANGEL
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